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LOVE(LY) CHILD
EMANUEL XAVIER
Paperback: 978-1-60864-274-8
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Recipient of multiple honors, the collection was named a Finalist for the 2024 Lambda Literary Award in Gay Poetry and awarded the Silver Medal in the Juan Felipe Herrera Best Poetry Book category at the International Latino Book Awards.

“If the Bible were to be rewritten in contemporary times from the viewpoint of a queer Latinx poet/former pier queen who came of age in the Ball scene, then Emanuel Xavier would be one of its scribes. In Xavier’s own words, ‘There are gods amongst us in these ghettos so black, so fierce, so brown, so beautiful.’ This collection is a necessary one that gives voice not only to Xavier’s journey of becoming a poet and survivor but also to the forgotten, discarded and invisible.” — Pamela Sneed, poet & activist 

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Love(ly) Child is a compelling collection of poetry exploring themes of identity, love, and self-discovery. Blending personal reflection with sharp social commentary, each poem offers an honest and vulnerable look into the complexities of the human experience. Readers are invited on a deeply resonant journey through life’s triumphs and struggles.

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In the early 1990s—when homophobic hip-hop dominated the airwaves and few openly gay poets had a voice in the spoken word scene—Emanuel Xavier emerged as a groundbreaking force. A former homeless youth from the Paris Is Burning ballroom community, he became a trailblazer for queer poets of color, using the power of poetry to speak truth to power. Through resilience and raw talent, he earned national acclaim and was honored as an LGBTQ+ icon by The Equality Forum. Long before “diversity, equity, and inclusion” became common rallying cries, Xavier was fearlessly addressing politics, sexuality, and spirituality through verse.

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All of his books are published by Rebel Satori Press and include the poetry collections Pier Queen, Americano, If Jesus Were Gay, Nefarious, Radiance, and Selected Poems of Emanuel Xavier; the novel Christ Like; and the anthology Me No Habla with Accento: Contemporary Latino Poetry (in partnership with El Museo del Barrio).

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Read two poems featured in A Gathering of The Tribes from Love(ly) Child

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““Violence was an artform.” Thus writes poet Emanuel Xavier about growing up while fiercely witnessing and surviving the terrorism that lurks in the family, the streets, and sexual encounters. In Love(ly) Child – his most powerful work yet – anger cuts through memory and propriety as he methodically dismantles cultural platitudes: love, care, safety, and innocence. Specters of family brokenness, colonialism, desolate cityscapes, outlaw love, and AIDS haunt these poems. Here DEI stands for “disenfranchise, exclude, and ignore,” and death hovers over these poems like the stillness of a quiet city night that is always vanquished by the hope of dawn. In Love(ly) Child, Xavier reminds us that as dire as our pasts may be, “Compassion is our only inheritance/ bold to love what we cannot hold.””

Michael Bronski

 

“Emanuel Xavier’s inborn bi-culturism enriches Love(ly) Child with a unique palette of language, emotion, and experience. Emerging from an imperiled youth where he was “lip-synching for his life” and worse, he’s become an accomplished and crucial Queer Poet for our time.”

Felice Picano

 

“When poetry was at its apex in the 1990s—after the Second Coming of the Nuyorican Poets Café—Emanuel Xavier leapt up—and out—onto the scene with the boldness of an Allen Ginsberg and Audre Lorde, in the tradition of Essex Hemphill and Assotto Saint long before the tenuous longitude and latitude afforded LGBTQ+ and non-binary artists today. Love(ly) Child, his latest collection, coming in his 5th decade, is a testament to his proficiency and prowess as a survivor and fighter whose poetry has always been about the difficult dynamics determining personhood, place, familial love and love of language(s) and culture(s). At times existential, elegiac, extricable, Emanuel Xavier’s Love(ly) Child is lovely and elucidating as a bouquet of hand grenades, a razor blade tucked between tongue and cheek with 30 memoir poems navigating and negotiating the difficult terrain of racism, colorism, abandonment, invisibility, identity, marriage, violence (towards queer and trans people), and the hardscrabble childhood spent hustling the streets and haunting the stage where his words first took flight earning their angel wings. Love(ly) Child is full of dulce, dynamite, and duende.”

Tony Medina, Author of Che Che Colé and Death, With Occasional Smiling

 

“In ‘Autonomous’ the poet writes, “Maybe I lived too fast & my soul // is as old as my presence is young.” This book is indeed the work of an old soul, of the writer as Witness, as the “dream for all our angels who never had this/moment.” The poems wrestle with issues of race, sex, trauma, and survival while growing up an abused queer brown kid in New York. But there are also joys here, found in close friendships, chosen family, and memory. Stunning, raw, and beautiful, Love(ly) Child continues Emanuel Xavier’s remarkable career as poetic truth teller.”

Reginald Harris

 

“Xavier’s fierce verses blaze across the page like a Willi Ninja duckwalk! These words Dip, Pop, Loft and Spin in the Nuyorican poetry tradition, letting the reader know that this griot speaks truth, always representing for la gente! Pa’lante!”

Shaggy Flores, Author of Obatala’s Bugalu: A Nuyorican Book of Sights and Sounds

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Poet/Activist

 Emanuel Xavier

Emanuel Xavier was born in Brooklyn, New York, and came of age in the ballroom scene as a homeless gay teen. Bridging the worlds of ballroom culture and spoken word poetry, he founded The Glam Slam as Father of the House of Xavier, creating a platform where artistry and activism powerfully converged.

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Recognized as an LGBTQ+ Icon by The Equality Forum, Xavier has been a finalist for the Lambda Literary Awards, the International Latino Book Awards, and the American Library Association’s Over the Rainbow Books list. His poetry collections include Pier Queen, Americano, If Jesus Were Gay, Nefarious, Radiance, Selected Poems of Emanuel Xavier, and Love(ly) Child. As an editor, he has curated several acclaimed anthologies, including Me No Habla With Acento: Contemporary Latino Poetry, Bullets & Butterflies: Queer Spoken Word Poetry, and Mariposas: A Modern Anthology of Queer Latino Poetry.

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Xavier’s impact on the literary and arts community has earned him honors such as a New York City Council Citation and a Gay City Impact Award. His poetry has appeared in Poetry, A Gathering of the Tribes, Best American Poetry, and many other publications. He is also the founder of the Penguin Random House LGBTQ+ Network and currently serves on the Board of The Publishing Triangle.

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"I would like to be remembered as someone who dared pursue his passion despite many hardships and all the challenges faced making that dream come true. My work may not be the most prolific or profound, but it is a genuine voice representing many queer Latinx stories. Our experiences may be unique but, if you read between the lines, we share a universal truth." — Emanuel Xavier

“Legendary”

by Emanuel Xavier 

(from Selected Poems of Emanuel Xavier)

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This poem holds deep personal meaning for me. It was written as a tribute to the ballroom House scene—a community that shaped me, hardened me, and gave me the strength to survive, both in the world and as a spoken word artist. I first had the honor of sharing it publicly at a memorial for Pepper LaBeija, the iconic figure from Paris Is Burning.

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But the most profound moment I experienced with this poem came at the bedside of my ‘sista,’ Willi Ninja—also of Paris Is Burning fame—as he lay dying at Mount Sinai Hospital in Uptown Manhattan. I visited him often during those final days. On one visit, he asked me to read Legendary aloud. I knew then it would be the last time I saw him. It felt as though he had asked me to deliver his final rites. Those were the last words I ever spoke to him. He passed away just days later.

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BOOKS 
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In the classic poetry collection Pier Queen, Emanuel Xavier's words shimmer and spark with all the audacious energy of streetwise queer Latino culture. It goes right to the heart of the matter of his world and shines a bright spotlight revealing beauty, scars and the bared souls of its inhabitants.

 Charles Rice-Gonzalez

Once in a generation, a new voice emerges that makes us see the world in a dazzling new light. Emanuel Xavier is that kind of writer exciting, vibrant, unique, a visionary bard.

 Jaime Manrique
 

In the religious light of these poems the everyday gets revealed as a miracle again and again. Two boys having sex ( your mother in the other room ) are without contradiction entirely hot and holy. Emanuel Xavier is a poet who takes wild comfort in the world and knows god is watching too.

 Eileen Myles

Nestled in the folds of the red, white and blue, he moves the audience with words about how complex and multi-dimensional American-ness is. In many ways, his call to redefine America-ness mirrors the spoken-word poetry phenomenon, a call to redefine poetry.

 Writer Magazine

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Death comes like wind sudden and unexpected . . . The poems in If Jesus Were Gay, inform, instruct, rouse revolution, and liberate. In these poems, I have found family, cleansed my heart, and let the tears flow. Heartfelt! Rousing! Necessary!

— Cheryl Boyce-Taylor

Emanuel Xavier's extraordinary If Jesus Were Gay is a fevered communion of spirit, sex, and heart. These poems hot, fierce honesty burst the thermometer with their unflinching open-eyed embrace of being human. Buckle up! These are his queer embodied poetics you eat. This is his love-bursting blood you drink. What would Jesus do? He would read this book!

— Tim Miller

Love, sadness, lust and reverie, every poem in If Jesus Were Gay engages with a haunting tenderness that never abates. Xavier delivers a masterful, enduring work.

Steven G. Fullwood

Emanuel Xavier's Nefarious is raw, brutal. And necessary. The harrowing and mesmerizing language in this book will cut you open, but it will also blow like a 'breeze against your skin.'

— Eduardo C. Corral

These poems are eloquent snapshots from a real life, full of emotion, fact, and surprise. Emanuel Xavier can take you from the brutal to the tender to the sexual to the religious in the blink of an eye--or from the prosy to the lyrical to the laugh-out-loud funny. His poems put you in touch with the whole man, his bone and gristle, heart and soul.

— Christopher Bram
 


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"Sometimes a crumb falls / from the table of joy," Langston Hughes wrote, and Emanuel Xavier, in evoking those small pleasures--the taste of mangoes, smell of coffee--is capturing those crumbs ... He does so amidst much testament to the horrors of injury, loss and mortality. These poems move and speak: one can imagine their delivery at the microphone, and yet at the same time they so powerfully address the reader as private experience.

 Lambda Literary 

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Radiance is dedicated to survivors everywhere, bringing urgent attention to the perils of the marginalized in the wake of the Pulse Orlando Massacre and the challenges of the Black Lives Matter movement. 

— Charlie Vazquez  





 

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The Black and Latinx New York club scene of the '80s and '90s is having a 2019 moment. With TV shows like the New York House scene-centered "Pose" and the ball culture callbacks embedded in "RuPaul's Drag Race", this moment of unadulterated queer expression is tapping into the current zeitgeist. With perfect timing, Queer Mojo recently released the Twentieth Anniversary Revised Edition of Emanuel Xavier's cult novel "Christ Like". Navigating a landscape of petty thieves and clubheads, Mikey's hero tale is one filled with a powerful mix of unfettered pleasure, squalor, and excess.

— Lambda Literary


 

Selected Poems of Emanuel Xavier

It feels shallow to say these poems are beautiful, as if that's the best art could aspire to, so I'll say that and add by beautiful I mean, if you can be taken through this life, and pull this from your heart to offer us, this trip through a life and a city and the people here, then yes, this book is beautiful, majestic, a triumph for the way poetry can take the small story of a person, and the enormous one, of a country, or two or three, and make these songs that explain each to the other. The result is a powerful testament to Xavier's poetic talents and his legacy.

Alexander Chee 

 

A provocative voice of the Latinx liminal space, Xavier takes turns seducing and alerting the reader with a fearless sensuality and a knowing lack of regret. A much-needed, streetwise collection living at the intersection of raw desire and a deep compassion for a marginalized people. 

Ed Morales

 

ANTHOLOGIES
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BOOKS FEATURING/DISCUSSING EMANUEL XAVIER
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Contact

Book Orders & Publishing Rights:

Sven Davisson, svendavisson@rebelsatori.com

Media Inquiries:

Michele Karlsberg, michelekarlsberg@me.com, 917-359-2803

For more information:

emanuelxavier9@gmail.com

©2024 by Emanuel Xavier for Pier Queen Productions.

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